Tinneetintin's Little Space

-Uruha- and -Tora-

2009-09-21T16:47:49Z

Just to update my rather non-existent English blogs... I took a picture of my recent sketch. I think my artistic inclination and my sketching ability is now officially deteriorating. I should do some serious sketching again... T.T

Anyway, here is my sketch...

All thanks to Ameblo, I spend more them there than any other websites I have known. ^^

Anyway... I have to sleep now. There's work tomorrow! T.T

Oyasuminasai, minna!

500 Peta a Day and VK Band - Vettic

2009-09-06T13:59:21Z

Well, I didn't really know that you could only give 500 peta a day. I really want to give the favor back to the people who gave me Peta for today.

But there's always tomorrow...

My Peta is now a Dinosaur. ^^ I'm happy! ^^

This is my new house at PIGG. I have a new hairstyle too because I had my hair cut not so long ago. ^^

Kawaii ne?

I forgot what Hal-san and I were talking about. But I am just happy that he replied to me thru pm. ^^

Hayato is the 5th member of the indie Visual Kei band - Vettic. Obviously, I told him that I was about to sleep. ^^ He really makes an effort to reply in English.

Hayato and Hal are both from the Visual Kei Band - Vettic. They already have a mini album out, you can check them out on HMV and CDjapan. Very nice boys! ^^ My favorite Vettic song would Scar, which happens to be their favorite song too! ^^

PIGG had redefined Fan Service.

They also mentioned that they will be part of the V-Rock Festival on October 10. How I wish I could go there and watch them live. ^^

This is an old picture... Hayato is not yet here...

From Left to Right: On Bass - Chisa (He's really cute and he likes Tetsu as a bassist. He's a Laruku fan too! And oh, he's an Art Student.) On Vocals is Ichiya (I think he's the most handsome but I haven't had the chance to talk to him. He is one strong vocalist.) On Drums is my Hal-san! (Well, I'm owning him. *LoL* He's really nice but lately he doesn't talk a lot. Always playing mahjong with 2paipai! XD He's really good too!) On Guitars is Yuma (Like Ichiya I haven't had the chance to talk to him. But he's nice too!)
And this is their 5th member on Guitars - Hayato-chan! ^^ He's good in English. I haven't heard their music yet with Hayato. But he's a really nice guy! I stole this picture from his boroggu. >.<

Anyway... ^^ so much for new discoveries.

Peta arigatou! Mata asobi kite kudasai ne! ^^

The Game of Hide and Seek

2009-08-31T12:27:29Z

A Hyde Photo Story.

It isn't too obvious that I love that hoodie... ^^

I hope you guys enjoyed! ^^

Re-introducing Hyde

2009-08-18T17:40:10Z

Hyde desu.

We can't find the words to say thank you to battiegotriddim . ^^ I couldn't stop staring at him...
My sister, eritan thinks that Hyde is really Hyde now. ^^
Thank you!

Thank you Dice, Endo and Cen for being friends with Hyde! Sorry for the handcuff thing... ^^

Douzo yoroshiku onegaishimasu.

O genki desu ka?

Watashi mo zekoucho desu.

Koro kara, domo arigatou gozaimasu, Anj-sama.

Face-up wa daisuki da yo.

Christine wa ureshii da yo!

Norely to Kei mo wa wakuwaku surun da yo.

Shiawase na!

Shitateagari na~
Kono kimochi wakaranai...

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Thank you, Anj!

2009-08-16T17:53:17Z

Hyde and I can't find the words to thank you for what you have done for us. ^^

I loved him before and now I love him more...

See Hyde in his new-found glory.

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(picture was stolen from Anj's livejournal page ^^;) ---> battiegotridim

Anj brought him back to life. I'm so happy!

I can't wait to bring him home!

<3 <3 <3

Writer's Block: Memo to Myself

2009-08-10T13:16:18Z

If you could travel back in time, what advice would you give to your younger self?

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Hyde's Answer: Don't grow old as a resin, with time you'll turn yellow... but never wish to grow old as a human. You'd turn green for some time, red when you are angry and purple when your dead.
(Hyde is a BJD)

Tinneetintin to her younger self:
1. Make sure that you be nice to yourself.
2. Research about Hide because he'd soon die. When you learn about Versailles... love them, Jasmine You doesn't have much time to live. Support VK and JRock as I am doing now. T.T
3. Sleep... sleep... and sleep. You'd need a lot of those...
4. You'd be rich when you grow up so make sure that you will do all you can to get your first million soon. ^^

Lastly...
5. Always remember that... The universe conspires for those who pursue their personal legends.

JROCK!

2009-07-26T15:31:59Z

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Who the Hell is Jacket?

2009-07-16T16:41:49Z

I am so spoiling! ^^

There was a part from the DVD where it was implied that they were on the drawing board and trying to come up with a good CD Jacket. You can only see them in angle where their faces are kept from the watchful lens of the camera. I found it so intriguing and artistic. Watching them and how they came up with this paints a smile on my face.

Who the hell is Jacket???

*LoLz*

The title of the drawing board part was... [Meeting] About JACKET (They have shown that part 3x if I am not mistaken. XD) You judge... who is Jacket?

Yay! ^^ This is the back part of their new album...

The Gazette's DIM

It came home today... ^^

(More of the unravelling of emotions under this FAKE CUT to my sister's post!)

Hyde's Forced Paradigm Shift

2009-07-05T10:12:29Z

Prologue

Kisetsu wa iro wo kaete ikudo megurou tomo
Kono kimochi wa karenai hana no yoini yurameite
Kimi wo omou...

I just love that song!

Part 1. Learning the Langauge

Now to I'd be keeping this guitar...

ORZ////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////! *shocked*

What is this?????

CHRISTINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll never understand all these things that they do. Is this really the human way of expressing love? I don't understand.

Kra, Gazette, Alice Nine... PS... P... S... what?

Vocabulary for today: Fangirlism.

Part II. The Silent Period

Hmmm... hmmm... hmmm...

TT^TT

Part III. The Ego Permeability

Christine said that he is handsome. His name is Tora.... At least that's what's written here. But I think I am more handsome than him.

I heard Eritan and Christine talk about him. I think she wanted a Minimee of this person. I prayed that she won't get him. He'll be a threat. I heard that he can play the guitar. >.< I am better in playing the guitar.

And this PSC Box, my bos was a lot bigger than this! And a lot more *pinkish*. The only nice thing about this box is it has a shiny plastic. But mine is better. No doll can fit here. Too small...

Part IV. The Paradigm Shift

This is a way of life that is certainly new to me. All these books and pictures and videos and... this fangirlistic world...

But I have to understand it. Christine is in my world, I want to share her world too. If I get into her world then I would be in Kei's and Eri-tan's world.

Then...

We'd love each other more.

That would be nice...

My head hurts. I still can't understand, why? O_____O

Let me grab that guitar again...

Mune ni itsu no hini mo kagayaku
Anata ga iru kara
Namida kare hatete mo taisetsu na
Anata ga iru kara...

That's her favorite song... ooooppppsss...

Epilogue: The Squeaky Wheel Gets the Grease
*Eritan grabs Hyde*

Ano~ chotto...

*click*

^^

We love you Haido! Btw, he did watch the Peace and Smile Carnival Tour with us! ^^ But resin ego is not that permeable I guess...

Pigg Vocab: wwwwwwwwww

Disoriented

2009-06-26T05:27:18Z

I lost my verses
Somewere down this line
I tried to look for my words
But it was all washed out by time
The wind caught my memories
Blowing away all the melodies-
That we had once shared.

Now, I am as empty
As that shell by the sea
When the hermit left
He left nothing for me.

At the end of the day
Will I ever find that ray?
That silver lining on the cloud?
After all these years
I go back to feeling these tears
Longing to hold those hands
Still searching for that one last chance.

I am certain
I left them all here
But now they're gone
This is what I feared.

These are rhymes that lost their rhythm
Words that can no longer be written
Gone with passion
Losing all inspiration
Turning back from the haven that had once sheltered me.

Will I ever find them again?
All that's left is one clumsy me.

ToyCon Aftermath

2009-06-16T13:41:44Z

Week 1
We attended the very first meeting with the organizers. Upon hearing what we needed to do I felt tired already. *LoL*

Week 2
We attended the meeting with the booth owners and exhibitors. ^^

Week 3
We checked the area for the floor plan finalization.

Then came Day Zero...
Woah! When I got there Megatrade Hall was empty! And then slowly it came to life. I saw Astaria and Schiezka before they were encased in the glass room. I saw the toy collectors set up their small spaces.

I saw Mia, Auee and Ling setup the Chwibis group! I asked them if they could create a costume for Hyde and I think... We are getting somewhere! ^^ Mia, I'm excited! :P

Day 1
All ready for battle... But not quite. I think a lot of people saw Hyde with my sister. I was running around the venue calling people's attention. My real battlefield was the secretariat booth. It was so hard to tell people that they have to pay to enter.

^That's Hyde looking from outside the glass... ^^

Day 2
We survived Day 1 and back to our post. ^^ Everything was cool. But I had fever. >.<

^That's my sister Eritan with Hyde and Kei with Hide. ^^

More pictures on my multiply

Twas tiring but I had lots of fun! ^^

See you all next year at the 9th ToyCon... Save the date... June 19-20, 2010! ^^

Tinnee and Hyde's Project

2009-05-26T05:08:47Z

Hey everyone!

Here are some pictures of the chair and the well... the first one that we had for Hyde. ^^

This is the first chair that Hyde had... ^^

The Project! ^^

Top View

Front View

Side View

Back View

Underneath ^^

So, this is the first project that I had with Hyde. ^^ We forgot to sit Hyde while we were completing the chair. >0< *scratches head* I'm no professional carpenter/furniture-makes so I asked the guidance and help of our neighbor who is into furniture making. >0<

As for the design, we just took it from a magazine. ^^ Right now, I'm in the process of finishing the design that I really want for Hyde and Gackt. ^^ I'm also still shopping for materials. ^^ I am hoping to finish 1.1.2 soon. If I do... I'd share with everyone! ^^

OMAKE:

My two favorite boys! ^^ Hyde and Hide! ^^

Hyde: This space had been empty for quite a while. I wonder when will the time be, when someone will be sitting beside me? *sigh* I miss you already. (That's for Gackt, I hope... XD)

Thanks for looking. We are open to suggestions and comments for the chair! ^^

A Keeper's Memory... (IMG Heavy)

2009-05-19T06:02:06Z

Ok... such a dramatic title. Can't find a better one... really. >0< Anyway, these pictures had been waiting for me to edit and post them. I finally had the time so here they are...

Hyde glares.

Hyde: You are not going to post more pictures of me in a hood... would you?

Tinneetintin: ^^; Etto~ You look cute anyway...

Hyde turns his back and walk away.

Hyde (shouting): I'm a JROCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oooopppsss... He doesn't like hoodies that much but I do and he can't do anything about it. So here are some of his pictures...

Some other pictures...

Hyde and His New Guitar

And my sister Kei thought that the guitar was a little too big for him. But it was perfect! ^^
Hyde: This guitar has a life of it's own.
Tinneetintin: Ano~ Haido-kun, it has batteries ne?
Hyde: ~_~

This is my decent shot of Hyde when I took at Bonifacio High Street
Hyde: I like going out at night... You should take me there again.
Tinneetintin: ^^;;

I think I love Hyde a little too much. >0<

I take him almost everywhere I go. We spent our Lent over at my Aunt's house in Laguna. ^^

And Hyde likes eating Halo-halo! ^^

And here is Hyde wearing the white fur wig and white yukata that Leo created... ^^

Last Shizen Orchestra, my sister eritan and Hyde shared the stage. ^^ They had lots of things to talk about before the ramp. ^^

And Hyde's Jrock Picture! ^^ Yeah!

OMAKE:
Last Ozine Con, I asked Hyde to sleep, so I can tag Gackt along. Gackt borrowed his body for a while. ^^ And my oh my! Dybukk was so right! Gackt is one smexy head on a bod! ^^ My problem though is I can't decide which body should Gackt have... >0< All I know is I want him on a 70cm body. ^^ If anyone can help me with this dilema, it'll be appreciated! Thanks!

Here he is... (Just ignore me!)

Thank you for looking...

I'll post some Hyde pics again if I am not that lazy. I just can't sleep right now but I should be sleeping. >0<

Dollmore Meet @ Iceberg's Metrowalk

2009-05-12T00:18:04Z

Because this is the picture that made my week, it should go first! ^^ Thank you Anj and Nix for this rare opportunity to see these 2 hot boys together!

I had so much last Saturday but technically is lazy to upload pictures. Anyway, here they are. I'm still missing some... I'll post them some other time. >0<

Sabine, Nanaharu and Aya. Sabine is really pretty ne? She makes me want to get a girl! ^^

The sexy Schiezka and the lovely Astaria

Hot pair, LucyXRose

I think Dice is the only one who has a solo... ^^

Our favorite Lovebirds... BellXCen

Reaiah and Freya

Insert: I realized that I didn't have any decent group shot. >0<

I think Nanaharu's looking at me. >0<

This is the Huhu Glare... ^^;

The wish that came true... in just 2-3 days? ^^ weee! *nosebleed* uber hotness!

Hyde made a new friend... Dice. ^^

Freya is the new addition to the BellXCen family. ^^

And they even got closer...

The Hoodie Bruthas. Showin' some Hoodie Lurve!

Kawaii shot! ^^ and oh... check the background! ^^

The lovely ladies! ^^

I didn't know that Dice likes children...

Back to our sexy lovers... Rose and Lucy

I was shocked to learn that Haido-kun likes girls... XD I didn't know that! Haido-kun... you should be liking boys. XD You should be liking Gachan! Oooohhh...

This looks a poster... Haha... to Tinneetintin's Bar or something... ^^

Reaiah with Aya ?!? Nanaharu... look! ^^

Cen: No one's going home yet. We will be drinking all night.
Ailesh: Uhm... I'm still under age...
Cen: That's ok. We shall drink! ^^
-------------------->>> Was a fun meet! I am hoping to see you all again! Soon! ^^

PS
My sister eritan said that if they were all in a gang, Rose and Cen would be their badass leaders. ^^

Of Toothaches and a Broken Heart.

2009-05-04T10:46:14Z

Robert Frost speculated about the world ending in fire or in ice. Which do you think is likely to end us all: meteorite, global warming, nuclear weapons, zombies, or the superflu?

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ITAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aside from my knees, my tooth is aching really bad. XD Oh! Uruha!!!!! This is your fault! Why do you have to be oh so sweet?????????? ...and yummy?

Now, it's payback time ne? I'm paying the price for lust. XD noooooooooooooooooooooooo!

I am afraid of tootaches as I am afraid of dentists. But I have to go tomorrow because I'm afraid of dying because of a bad tooth. XD

Yes... people die out of bad tooth! How do you think did Rameses die? He died because of a bad tooth! Apparently, the nerves there had something to do with the heart. Where did I learn that? ...from Discovery Channel. So tomorrow, I have to face my fears!

Speaking of Rameses, I want to see The Night at the Museum 2. *LoLz* I'm being the geek that I am. I enjoyed and erm... learned a lot from the previous movie so I am guessing that I'll be having the same experience. ^^ Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

...Lucky day...

Thank you Leo for Hyde's nice Kimono! I'll upload the pics tomorrow! ^^

Thank you special person for accepting me. ^^ *kilig*

Thank you SM City North for the nice pictures of Hyde today! ^^

Pictures will be uploaded tomorrow as soon as I find my memory card reader!

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Tomorrow, I'm going back to the night shift... XD and I am hoping that I don't have any work on Saturday. I want to go to the mini meet. Well, I'm going no matter what. XD

Geez... my tooth is really feeling bad!

Ok! ...a random Hyde picture.

Just in case, you guys are wondering where is the broken heart part... here it is...I lost all my Hyde pictures...

My PC was reformatted!

Uwahhhhhhh!!

But! He'll have some new pictures up soon! ^^

OK, I have to go now! ^^

I Ate Uruha Today!

2009-04-26T09:46:59Z

And my oh my! He was one delicious boy! ^^

Yes, I did eat Uruha... on a cupcake. ^^ So we went to the Shizen Orchestra yesterday. Though tiring, it was fun! ^^

The usual Juujiro peeps were there and I missed them so much. Thank you Leo for GACKT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I said I need more GACKT!!!! They gave me "Kimi ga Oikaketa Yume" single! ^^

On our way home, I tripped over some 7up tin can XD oh geez... poor me... XD and now my knee is swollen. See people what your trash can do to other people. But hey! What comes around goes around... and it'll triple!

A little later I'll go over to SM San Lazaro to pick up a few things.

I've never really had shown my L'7 Documentary so here it is... ^^ Sugoi ne?

I've edited some Kei and Eri pics... XD but I haven't even edited Hyde's pictures. Wai! I'm so lazy! XD

Anyway, I'll try hard to do the things that I have to do... but my knee is itaiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! XD huhuhuhu It is still hurting. XD

I can't wait for my L'Arc~en~Ciel Live in Paris DVD ^^ I miss Hyde! I miss Hyde!

oh... it was just bad our cat- Jui -died today. XD He had the same stuff as JB. I'll never get over him. XD

Wai... XD Okai, catch you later!

PS Carnival 2009 at the Nippon Budokan! Rocked my Boat!

2009-04-18T05:24:34Z

It did! ^^

I was a little disappointed having compared it to the PS Carnival 2005 Tour. Although, it didn't have the backstage interview like the first one, the bands look more handsome this time around. So, it wasn't all that bad! ^^

PS Carnival 2009 Goodies! ^^

I love the ideas of the booklet and look at the packaging. Made me almost regret not being able to go there last January 3, 2009. They really made history happen again.

I have nothing against Miyavi but I think that Gazette should have been the last act! They stole the whole show! ^^ Filth in the Beauty is one hell of a song! ^^ I love Uruha! ^^

Saga was so cool. ^^ I think he improved a lot too! ^^ I just love Alice Nine. So to say, I enjoyed their performance.

What I didn't expect though is to like the other bands from PSC. I think SuG has lots of potential though they are oshare. I love Screw and their style... ^^ especially their lead vocalist. I never really knew Kagrra's music was good! Hey I love their Japanese style! ^^ And Kra... K-yu uwah! He's so cute!!!! For real. XD

So after watching it... I'm not it's keeper. Though I bought it but it was my gift for my youngest sister... Eri.
Uh hai! Hyde did watch it with us and helped us checked out all the contents. XD

OMAKE:

I really should find time to scan these two... ^^

Uruha's Rock and Read should be coming home soon too!

Wai!!! What's inside... Tora has Hizaki and Saga has Teru. ^^ I hope you guys understand those. XD Hahahaha!

And Eri's shot with her stuff. *We are still building her collection though. ^^

We (me, Eri and Kei) are still waiting for a lot of stuff. XD We are excited for them!

1. Number Six - Alice Nine's Movie
2. Uruha's Rock and Read
3. Esoteric Romance - ViDoll
4. DIM - the Gazette
5. Shou's Rock and Read

Sorry...our room is really messy ne? XD It's Hyde's fault! Boys can be so messy! XD

At the end of the day, I became PSC's fan! ^^ I love all of them! ^^

A Few Words...

2009-04-16T11:10:16Z

Peace & Smile Carnival 2009 rocked my boat!

I swear... The Gazette stole the show! ^^

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I'll write again this weekend. ^^ Happy!

Before-the-Day-Ends Post

2009-04-15T11:00:15Z

Ok, so I wasn't able to play Kingdom under Fire: Circle of Doom today. But that's ok.

*I said I want a Volks Kurumi and I don't care if it's a Dolpa 20 version anymore (but preferred). I have to save money for her big time!*

*I have to look for a part time job as Ling (a friend of mine) said, Doll expenses are not to be taken lightly. If you want to be a fangirl focus there. If want to cosplay focus there. But I want to try everything. XD I need another job.*

*I can't wait to go home because the PSC is sitting right there with RR Tora waiting for me.*

*I am so tempted to cancel the L'7 Live in Paris because of Twingkey*

*I said I want a Bluefairy Xiao. But I saw Twingkey and I like how she stares at me. Will anyone give Twingkey to me? (puppy sad eyes) I'd love that person for the rest of my life.*

*I can't wait to have a girl. I can't wait for Gackt to have a body.*

*Hyde needs new clothes.*

*I am not cancelling though. If I have to save for her, then I have to save for her. I am not exactly rushing, this might be a spur of the moment thing.*

*I still want a BlueFairy Xiao Girl and Boy version.*

*sigh* XD

Anyone wants to join our little JROCK party on the 24th of May? PM me thanks!

Quick Blah Blahs before I Go Home.

2009-04-14T11:31:08Z

I was here in the office at around 8:30 am. I missed the first meeting because all of a sudden they changed the schedule. XD That's ok I guess.

Anyway, last week I've been feeling a little negative. I had one hell of a weekend. XD But that's dead and gone now. Just this afternoon, I felt a little relieved and all the negative aura gone! ^^

Yay! Happy!

*I have been giving myself excuses though to edit Hyde's pictures*

*I have been giving myself excuses to write blogs*

*I have been giving myself excuses not to make new avatars and background*

*I have been giving myself excuses to scan pictures for baka_neko3 and xdiscordheroine * I promise that I'm going to scan Gackt and Saga's pictures soon for baka_neko3 and Teru (Versailles) for xdiscordheroine soon. ^^

*I need to go to the Japanese shop and buy the KinKi Kids Photobook for kirbycorps *

*If I find any Dir en Grey, I have to give that Sab (her birthday's near; my last gift to her was lost in the mail XD now, I know, I should have it registered)*

*I have been giving myself excuses not to do a lot of things* XD

I had been supressing my artistic side. XD I have even written a poem for a month now. XD That's so not me. XD

At least, I got to upload asuka_chan17 's picture with Gackt on my Multiply. XD

I missed seeing Bell and Cen and Rose last Ozine... XD didn't know that kuro_akira and some other manikamanila peeps were there on the second day. XD

Ok, it's 7:27 pm. I should be going home.

I wish I could go to sleep though. I'm too excited for the Peace & Smile Company Budokan Live 2009 for tomorrow! ^^

Uwah! *dokidoki* *wakuwaku*

I'm going home! Ja mata ashita!

Writer's Block: Looking Back

2009-04-14T07:49:11Z

LiveJournal is turning 10 and we're feeling nostalgic. What was your first LJ post about?

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Waiii! I learned just now that I have been with LJ since Dec of 2006. I had my first post on June 2008. XD such a long time ne?

The First post that I have here is about my L'Arc~en~Ciel concert experience last May of 2008. And happy 10 years to LJ! ^^

Writer's Block: Heavenly Bodies

2009-04-08T09:44:50Z

If you discovered a new planet, what would you name it?

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Waii!!! Today's question is rather simple. I'm a vain person so I guess I'd name it after me. Anyway, I'm the one who discovered it. The name of the new planet will be Tinneetintin.

Waiii!!! That's so cool ne~?

I wonder will I ever get a planet named after me? ^^

That would be too cool!

Kono Kimochi Wakarenai

2009-04-03T06:09:59Z

*Goosebumps*

Almost after one year, the traces of my mind had been found. So I reminisce...

No... I don't want to write a spoiler. What I you are going to see are what I felt while watching.

It was Wednesday afternoon, I really wanted to go home because my memory had been delivered. (NOTE: I'm in a state of artistic outburst... so my words are not that conversational). I was held hostage by the amount of work that I have to finish though. My mind was on the beaten track as it can no longer understand anything. I was in the rhythm of 7.

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Number 7

I was on the train and my head is splitting apart. Excruciating pain... it was pounding. I tried to put some music but my head won't take it. The pain was too much to bear.

Number 6

I got home. Told my mom that my head was aching. My memory had been unpacked already, as I told my sister to check it.

Adrenaline rushed and the twisting pain vanished. I had to sit and feel the Earth under me, I was hearing angels on the background. I played my memory.

Number 5

A bit frustrated because I was a stranger to most of the parts. I was tempted to jump from one screen to other.

I've never been to Paris.It is not what I've seen.
This is not fair.

But I didn't fast forward. I recalled each picture as if they were mine.

Number 4

Streaming thoughts of other people, it made me realize that I am sharing something that they have seen. I felt relieved reliving not my memory but Hyde's, Tetsu's, Ken's and Yukie's. They wanted to share their experience with me.

A pot of gold. I saw the excitement in their eyes. Lost in translation, I let it reeled. Their memories passing by my eyes. Like a child, I thought, we have something in common.

As they walk through the streets of Paris, I thought, this is how I looked like walking the streets of Macau and Hongkong alone. Remembering each scenery and grasping each voice these moments were carved in their hearts. Now, as I am seeing it... it carved in mine too.

Slowly, I am understanding that this place is special for them. Countless reasons, started to pour.

Number 3

Tears flowed. Not because I didn't like what I saw but because I felt honored having to share this experience with them.

Everything that I failed to see, now I am seeing them.It brought me closer to Hyde, Ken, Tetsu and Yukie.A secret that they have shared to all of us.

I didn't get to see myself physically but each recollection was vivid. It was enough for me to know that I was part of the monumental event.

As they made my dream come true of seeing them perform, sharing one night of pure passion and love, I made their dream come true as well. Each thank you said, though not directly to me, it moved my heart.

What is the definition of being a true fan?

Number 2

I am happy knowing that I was there. Did they know that I was there? It doesn't matter. My heart says it made me closer to them. Did it? Yes, it did.

My heart beats faster now. I want to see them again.

L'7 was a dream come true for me and Paris was a dream come true for them. I have to see how they realized that!

I miss them. I miss them so much.

Hayaku, Hyde-san, Tetsu-san, Yukie-san and Ken-san. I need to see you back together! 2011 is so far away. Did I mention that I am not that good in waiting?

I love them more now. Because we shared the whole L'7 tour.

Number 1

I speak for myself. I was moved. I was dearly moved.

I wasn't in Paris, I was in HK. You can't see on the DVD though I was there. My dream came true, they have realized theirs too. Too many things, too many words. The experience, it's all coming back... flashing through my eyes. The voices that echoed in the arena, singing a song written in a language that was not mine, filled with passion for the dreams that now have a foundation. The smiles, the faces, the banners, the talks... the hard work... The eyes that glistened. The hearts that hoped. The minds that imagined. That one night... promised... brought... a lot of people together.

*Sigh* I have revisited my rainbow: the arc in the sky.

If I can just go back. I would. If I'd have the same seat, it wouldn't matter. I'd love to be there again.

Too much love. Where would this lead?

Truly, the L'7 Trans Asia via Paris is the fruit of the long relationship between L'Arc~en~Ciel and I.

This is the closest I can get to Hyde, Tetsu, Ken and Yukie! ^^

For Sab - Translate Poem: Colors

2009-03-18T10:40:42Z

Colors

There's a certain chill in the air
Rainy season is dawning
All I need to see your smile
Sun shine ---
Is on my skies.

Dark are the clouds
They seem to all frown today
Trying to look for shelter
Heaven's tears are about to fall.

Wrapped in sadness' fingers
Your colors are fading
Looking for the answers
To all these unending questions.

Blue is the coldness that blows
Green are the leaves that prays
Red for the heart that beats and loves
Yellow is the faith that peeps

How much color can this world make?
How vivid would they all be?
By the time that the rain would cease
Look up to these skies
Find that elusive rainbow
Behold my colors that gleams!

NOTE: I tried my best to translate the poem. It kinda lost some of its poetic components but I found new words to write it. Thanks Sab! I never realized how difficult it is to translate. Trying to balance between meaning and words and poetic components.

FOOTNOTE: Here's the original Filipino Poem that I wrote. It grabbed my good friend's attention -- Sab (who btw can't understand Filipino) -- so I translated it for her.

Kulay

May hatid na lamig si hanging amihan,
Malapit na naman ang tag-ulan
Mamasdan lang ang iyong timan
Pagsikat ng araw --
Akin ng mararamdaman.

Madilim ang kalangitan
Nagbabadya ng isang kasungitan
Naghahanap ng masisilungan
Sa nalalapit na pagbuhos ng ulan.

Nababalot ka nanaman
Ng kulay ng kalungkutan
Hinahanap ang mga kasagutan
Sa mga walang kamatayang katanungan.

Asul ang lamig na umihip
Berde ang halamang nagdarasal
Pula ang pusong nagmamahal
Dilaw ang pag-asang sumisilip

Gaano ba karami ang kulay ng mundo?
Gaano nga katingkad ang mga ito?
Sa pagtila ng malambing na ulan
Tumingin ka sana sa kalangitan
Pagmasdan ang bahagharing mailap
Mapansin ang natatangi kong tingkad.

O________________O;;;

2009-03-15T11:45:31Z

I'll never get married! I am so starting to believe that I will be leading a life of singlehood. ^^
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*LoL*

As the hopeless romantic as I am, I am starting to get comfortable with just being single. Not only that, everyday I become more optimistic that I'll have more chances of being with Gackt or Tora (I'm not going to include Hyde... Cause he's married!) this way.

Although, my mom's alarmed but if you think about... Gackt and imagine him waiting for you... would you want to get married or even have a bf?

Seriously, who wouldn't want that? When you go home and he'd greet you or when you wake up each morning you'll see him by your side... your heart would melt right?!?

If I'm trying to look for a guy like him... I know I'm never gonna married or I'm never gonna end up with someone. At this point, if I'll have someone, I know that I'll just try to make him look like Gackt or Tora just to satisfy this unhealthy obsession.

I know I'm crazy!

He is taking my breath away. ^^ He's perfect in every way.

This prince has got to be mine... I know I should start saving for his body(I'm talking about Gackt Doll)! ^^

It's hard to be a fan girl ne? You tend to be so delusional. *sigh* I guess now, all I can do is wait... and wait... and wait...

But at the end of it all, who are we to think that meeting them... and being with them is impossible?